Mmm…this would have to be Shaneda and Park Yong Ha. (weird on that the day I write this, he’s found dead….)
Shaneda: I just want to say sorry that you weren’t able to live a full life and graduate high school with all us. I really do miss you and all the fun we had. But I want to tell you sorry for being such an asshole (you didn’t know; just emotional and internal shit I had probs with in 8th grade). I wish I could show you how much you meant to me. I’ve been trying to get in touch with Martin, but I can’t find any if his websites or anything. Nobody I’ve talked to has contact with him. Just want to see how he’s holding up, y’know? well, I guess I’ll just end this by saying that I really do love you. You were a dear friend to me. oh, and if somehow you could make yourself easier to find in the cemetery? ‘cause me and Tanya busted our ass looking for you for hours.
Park Yong Ha: I wish I could’ve stopped you from killing yourself… somehow. Your music was so touching and you were such a talented actor. I can’t believe you kept up a happy facade for so long; that must’ve caused you so much pain. I was concerned when I saw your twitter updates about you having to take sleeping pills (I was afraid you’d accidentally overdose or something…), and I knew your father was terminally ill, but I didn’t think it would lead you to suicide. So many people miss you; all these pictures of your friends and fellow celebrities crying over you…it’s so sad to see. But well, I just want to say I hope you are happy and burden-free wherever you are.